Friday, January 01, 2010

A year rolls by ...into 2010

So ... looks like am doing my annual visit to the blogger. As usual, Dec 31st is the day when I really think about what I did 'this time last year' and thank goodness , I remembered I had blogged about it. So I went back to that post and read ... and what did I see ? this year end is not very different from the last - in the true practical sense ; blogged last year end and am blogging now.
But other changes - well there are many. My hubby was not with me then, he is now , my son is one year older now ( and so is everyone else, duh ! ) , am in the US, but going back to India soon. The first half year of 2009 was about just working hard at work and not being appreciated enough. Disappointed and disillusioned, I chose to be a housewife and took a long vacation , spent quality time with my son and hubby ... and now its time to get back to my other home and my job.
The dilemma of job versus home continues to haunt me, but I think I have realised what I want in this half year. Life seems to go in circles when difficulties need to be faced over and over again , but then life is such ... it cannot be a smooth, straight line. So it just makes me think if I have been given the same problem twice, its but an opportunity for me to figure out how well I can deal with it, how I can tackle it better now than before.
Am hoping 2010 will be that year where there will be fewer troubles and I will be able to solve those that persist in a more satisfactory way, satisfactory to me.

2 comments:

Naveen said...

Hey... good to have you back here... i haven't been regular as well... but a sudden interest again.... hope to read more from you...

simpsimply said...

Thanks for following my blog da ... needless to say, you are the only one. So big thanks! :)